Many days we have passed without talks and chit-chats. These 3 days are just like those silent days. But now I choose to make the benefit out of it. No more crying and apologizing. No more pain and regrets. No more feeling alone and lonely. No more feelings like we cannot live without each other.
No more.
Now I'm feeling so light. Now I can taste the peace. Now I feel contempt with my own self. I am alone, but I'm not feeling alone. I am not lonely. I can feel the songs of silence. A pure melody that I've never heard before. I can hear the wind blows. I can see the sun shining bright. I can feel the warmth. I can feel my life now. I am awake.
Maybe we just need our time away. Maybe this silence is the best way to find again what we want. What we need. Maybe this is the time to think back, clearly, who we are, why we are together. To find ourselves again. Before we've gone too far and lost too deep in the labyrinth.
I don't know how long it takes until we finally talk again; whether we have to wait, or to start over. But I just want to say one thing: In this silence, I know who I am.
I hope you do the same way too.
